Like a river flows, slowly to seas, darling so it goes, somethings are meant to be

I am not the sinner, I have what this creation gave me, I have always been the victim of everything, even yours. Instead of supporting, I lead the Trojan to kill me internally. Now, what I have left. I have left what I had before. I have no such feel of home now. I am living in a vessel full of sorrow and memory. One day, it will burst in to a never ending energy and will burn every inch of creation. Why did you do this to me? For you know, I am no man, a flesh living for liquids, I now fully surrender to you. A never ending quest to find the optimum, and then there I will end everything, every energy.